Somedays....Most days....

Somedays my head pounds so hard I am brought to tears.
Somedays I feel like if I talk to the wall I will get better results.
Somedays everything seems bigger than the day before.
Somedays I wonder what I am doing here.
Somedays life just hands me constant lemons and I don't like lemonade.

Most days I can handle this.
Most days everything goes one way and I adjust.
Most days nothing that is on my list gets done.
Most days my mind is on the kids... where do I go from here?
Most days I am Autismed OUT!

I know I am today.
Gemini wasn't feeling well.
He has a loose toooth and it frustrates him (He always tells me he has a loose tooth by putting my finger in his mouth on the tooth and then he bites down and grunts).
The King was once again the instigator! Surprise. I wish I had bought that referee shirt when I saw it in May. I really need it on days like this.
Lucky was moody and impossible to deal with. I would be too with King nattering me all day... oh wait he IS nattering me all day and I am in a mood...hmm go figure?!?!?!

And here I am just trying to get the house and the kids organized for school that starts in 6 days. I want to see what clothes fit and what doesn't. That means Gemini is in fashion show mode and wants to try everyone's clothes on. He is being cute but, frustrating, he wants to try on everything in the drawers.
King is having a hissy fit because his favorite pants look like flooders (about 6" too short but he says "THEY FITTTTTTT!!!!"), I say too small box....Look out meltdown a comin'!
And Lucky is hiding in his room he knows I am hitting there next so he is silent until clean up time. I didn't get there today, tomorrow should be fun.

Now why, oh why, is it that the child who is sick and can not talk can put toys away and dishes in the sink without pitching a fit? BUT... the 2 older kids well, lets just say the huffing and puffing could have melted a Glacier!

So today was a day I would love to forget but, here I am. It is 2:45 am and my frustration and anxiety about what tomorrow could be like are keeping me awake...Again!
So much to do and sooooo little time I guess SOMEDAY I will get it done... Most days I don't.